falling off the bandwagon, but trying to get back on:-/

Its been a while since my last post and I am trying to get better at updating. Classes started for this semester which has kept me pretty busy so far. I will admit I haven't worked out in a few days and I have fallen back into some of my old eating habits. I don't know why this is so hard for me. Everyday I look in the mirror I am more and more disgusted with myself and just when it seems like I have found my "ah-ha moment" , I forget it about it the next day. What is wrong with me? Where the hell is my motivation? I really though I found my breaking point to finally do something but lost it again like always. Maybe my breaking point will be having enough breaking points:-) Maybe! Well I shouldn't be too hard on myself, all though I have not lost any weight since starting to work out again, I haven't gained any back that I have lost since Jan. so I should be proud of that. All I can do is keep trucking away, but I desperately need some motivation. To my 2 followers, thank you:-) If you see this post and would be willing to share your "breaking points" and/or any motivation tips, I'm all ears. And that goes to anyone that may randomly stumble across my blog which I hope that actually happens:-)